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1. i have everything
2. there is nothing I can offer
3. my dreams are pre owned
4. all my worst captors
5. you are there, even tho
6. i listened
7. even tho
8. you got an illness
9. to not know my face
10. my scar is sinister, I was once told
11. but 3 year old me
12. tumbling down the stairs
13. flying finally
14. did help me catch up
15. i ruined their play
16. and my milk tooth
17. sliced my lip into two tender meats
18. as i found a way to suck my thumb
19. never to give
20. any false sweetness
21. to a hurting heart

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i am of no use, i know this
i am of all use, i don't know how

1. what you don't care to know
2. is that my mother is back
3. from the grave to the kitchen
4. still hanging my clothes on the line
5. I won't wear the dress she gives me to play
6. hell is real and i'm only trying to be able to climb that tree
7. my fingers are cut by acts of escape
8. she calls it stigmata
9. my father called him bum
10. her grandfather said no goddamn good
11. and thus did she, so do we
12. no goddamn good
13. grandpa gave my mother the malocchio
14. they called her grandmother la strega
    
15. my mother called me puttana
    
16. sister called me whore
    
17. and my other one boy
18. then i listened about the fatwa
19. and had to accept her fuku
    
20. (and the bad luck i deserved)
    
21. you won't tell me
22. where your guilded free will lives
23. as you judge not others you can't even see
24. what is written in your diamond dust
25. resting on the glass 
26. dungeon
27. floor
28. I'd
    
29. turn
30. back
    
31. if 
    
32. i 
    
33. were
    
34. you
35. beware